Big Ones- Little Ones

So over the last 2 months I have lost

 s o m e weight. Ok, so alot of freakin weight.

But in my own defense I was honestly only going for 5 lbs or so. I was only a little bit over weight (for my height).


However, I have ended up losing 14lbs. Now I have always gone to the gym, but recently I have started to run. Reason being, I’m trying to get ready for a 5k. I have also modified my eating just a tad. Mostly I quit drinking coffee. (which I soooo freakin miss)


Anyways, the unfortunate part of all this is you never get to choose where your weight comes off . Now I would prefer that my fat fall off my ASS, and my thunder thighs. It is no freakin surprise, that is NOT where the shit fell off.


I instead lost alot of it from my boobs.


Seriously WTF?


It’s not like I had huge ones to begin with. I really had no room to lose what little I had. The biggest freakin problem is that I lost a whole boob size!!!! I am now a freakin A.


I have NEVER in my life been a size A.


Now, I’m not putting down anyone who has small titties. There are some awesome things about having itty bitty titties. Give me a mintue and I will come up with some.
Ok, heres a couple of reasons.


- You can fit into any shirt
- When you run there is nothing to bounce up and down
- Guys wont be staring at your chest


Ok so those were some pretty lame reasons. But shit people that's all I got. I am new to the itty bitty tittie club. I just don’t know any real benefits behind not having big boobs.


I just know that I prefer not to have tiny ones.


Listen to me, I prefer not to. Like I have a freakin choice at this point. Geez!


So here I am finally with the body that I want, but no boobies. How depressing is that.


I now look like a 12 year old girl. Now if I just shave all my vag hair off I can offically pass for a teenager. Lucky me!

Not so sure the sportsman is into that kinda thing.


The big problem is I could probably put back on some weight and be fine and get some of my boobs back


But, the B I G b u t………………………………….


I am so obsessed with working out now that I feel guilty to even take one day off to rest. Yes, it is a mental thing.


You don’t freakin have to tell me how bad that is.


I know! The sportsman and others tell me every day.


So I am open for suggestions. On how to get this under control. Before it becomes out of control.

Anyone?