Oh baby, Do I l o v e my toys

I know that not everyone is as comfortable talking about sexual things like I am.

I’m just not a shy person. I like to share shit.

So here we GO.

However, lately I am kinda embarassed to say that I have been getting up in the middle of the night to go take care of myself.

Everyone knows my sex life leaves a lot to be desired. That the biggest problem between the sportsman and I was the sex. Or the lack of good sex.

So whatever. I have toys. Doesn’t everyone?

I have come to rely on my toys to give me the things I need. By "things" I mean an orgasm.  Surely you knew that is what I ment but thought maybe I better clarify it.

I am a firm believer that having an orgasm is a huge benefit to being healthy and living a stress free life.

So

I feel  kinda bad that I have been sneaking around in the middle of the night,  getting out my toys and using them. To. Get. OFF.  Nothing wrong with that right?
and I seem to sleep better after I get off.

My big worry is that the soccerboy will get up for something and hear me or worse yet see me. Holy Shit that wouldnt be good.

But
I guess I don't feel too terribly bad cause now I have been getting them out in the morning after everyone leaves the house and getting off again.

I can’t help it.

I NEED IT!

So why do I feel bad about doing it?