Taking Breaks

Recently I made a decision , thanks to a friend of mine, to deactivate my FB account.

I also closed my twitter account, and tried to not post any blogs.(that part didnt work out so well.)

I had already stopped participating in HNT and OHNT. (I still look at OHNT love to see new creative photos.)

I felt like my life was getting a little out of control. And this friend just opened my eyes to the path that I was going down, was not a good one.  So here are a couple of my fav’s that I listen to. These describe how I have been feeling lately about my relationship.

Falling in hate with you
more and more everyday
falling away from this in every way
is it right is it wrong
you and I don't belong

Falling in hate nothing to say
don't want to hear you
falling away nothing to give no
falling in hate nothing but fear in you heart
falling away nothing to live for

To you its a game to me its a joke
a mile to hang by with one inch of rope
is it wrong is it right
you and I day and night

don't want to hear you
falling away nothing to give no
falling in hate nothing but fear in you heart
falling away nothing to live for

Despite what you think of me
and despite what you say
I gave you everything
and you threw it away

Falling in hate nothing to say
don't want to hear you
falling away nothing to give no
falling in hate nothing but fear in you heart
falling away nothing to live for

Five Finger Death Punch

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It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never got the chance to say
(FUCK YOU)

I don’t want to be your tourniquet
For minor lacerations
Don’t wanna be your Romeo
Because you’re no Goddamn Juliet
(you always did know just what to say; insult and injury)
(YOU JUST LOVE TO HATE ME!)

It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never had the chance to thank you
(FOR RIPPING OUT MY HEART)

It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It never was or will be
I never got the chance to say
(FUCK YOU)

You’ve got a gun
I’ve got a gun
Let’s write a tragic ending
Don’t wanna be this way again
Don’t wanna be the one to blame
(you can have the high roads; I’ll take I, disguise the frailty)
(I JUST LOVE TO HATE YOU!)

Five Finger Death Punch