Friends- Going the Distance

I am writing about this today cause
 I have to cut someone loose.
and its not an easy thing to do.
I know I talk alot about friends.
Here

That’s mostly cause friendship
means alot to me.

I don’t have a super huge group of friends

but

I do have a small core group that I would do

a n y t h i n g   for.

I also have many acquaintances.

You have to be super special to be in my "core group" of friends.

I have said it a million times before, I have fucking trust issues. 

That is the biggest reason for why, I don’t allow more people into my life.

I am 100% dedicated when it comes to being a friend.

But

I also expect to be treated the same way. It’s a 50/50 deal.

I get that sometimes you have to give a little more.

Sometimes there are things in ones life that require you to carry more of the load.

And I’m ok with that for a short time.

but when it starts to be 90/10 all the god damn time,

I am freakin O U T!

I have a couple of friend’s right now, that I feel as if I’m carrying the whole fucking friendship.

So that’s when I say I gotta cut them the hell loose. 

Why should I be the “good” friend all the time and allow the other person to walk all over me or use me?

Does it sound like I expect too much out of a friend?

I don’t think I do.

It’s all really fucking simple.

*You put the effort into contacting me! I shouldnt be the one always calling or texting you;

*If we make plans to go to lunch,   don’t leave me sitting there for 20 min waiting for you to show;

*If we make plans to go to out, don’t cancel on me at the last freakin minute;

*I expect that you ask about MY life or how I'M doing, and not always me asking how your doing;

I’m important too.

I get it, that life gets fucking busy.
People have lives, kids, and families of their own. 

Hello, so do I .

and yet I can still manage to be there, care, and ask how your doing.

What the fuck? Don’t I deserve the same?

Thank you to all of you who are a good friend to me,

and to those who aren’t,

Well you are offically CUT OFF!

Don’t say I didn’t try and warn you.

You were just too busy 
 to notice the warning.

See ya