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Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Red Skull Tattoo Girls

Monday, March 22, 2010

Lifetime of..........................................

If you had knowledge that you were going to die, could you say that you’ve done all that you had planned or wanted to do in life?

If not would you run right out and make it a point to do/achieve those things?

Or would you just be content with where you were in the here and now?

Would you have the strength to put the effort into obtaining those things before you died? Or live in fear of the “remaining” days?

I’m not talking about regrets of where your life has ended. I know everyone starts out with hopes and dreams of where they think their life is going to go. It’s just hardly ever do those things actually come true.

I’m not trying to be a downer, it’s just a fact. That’s why they are called dreams. Most ppl dream, but never really follow thru.

There are days when I wake and I don’t know who I really am. It’s more like I am living someone else’s life. I do all that is expected of me, cause I am afraid to reach out for what I think I really want out of life

The reason for this is partly out of fear of failure, partly out of fear of disappointing the ones I love. I fear that when I do die, no one will really know who the heck I was. But the person I became to satisfy everyone else.

I’m not unhappy. I have a good life. I am floater.
Just surviving each day as they come.

I am afraid of dying.

Death is scary.

Death is final.

Band of the WEEK

ALICE IN CHAINS

Alice in Chains is an American rock band formed in Seattle, Washington, in 1987 by guitarist Jerry Cantrell and vocalist Layne Staley.

Although widely associated with grunge music, the band's sound incorporates heavy metal and acoustic elements.

Since its formation, Alice in Chains has released four studio albums, three EPs, two live albums, four compilations, and two DVDs. The band is known for its distinct vocal style which often included the harmonized vocals of Staley and Cantrell.

Alice in Chains rose to international fame as part of the grunge movement of the early 1990s, along with other Seattle bands such as Nirvana, Pearl Jam, and Soundgarden. The band was one of the most successful music acts of the 1990s, selling over 17 million albums worldwide.

The band achieved two number-one Billboard 200 albums (Jar of Flies and Alice in Chains), 14 top ten songs on the Mainstream Rock Tracks chart, and seven Grammy Award nominations.

Although never officially disbanding, Alice in Chains was plagued by extended inactivity due to substance abuse, culminating in the death of Layne Staley in 2002. Alice in Chains reunited in 2005 with new lead vocalist William DuVall and released Black Gives Way to Blue, their first studio album in 14 years, on September 29, 2009.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

T I M E

How much time does it take to get your shit together?

A year? 5 years? 15 years? A lifetime?

How do you know that you have finally gotten your shit together?

Is there a sign?
Or do you just know?
Is it based on your age?
Life experiences?

By whose definition do you determine that you have gotten your shit together?

Do you feel better when it happens? Do you feel as if a weight has been lifted by having your shit together?

I wanna know. What to expect that is, in case it happens to me.

Time keeps rolling by and I keep working on it. Some days I feel like 3 steps forward and 5 steps back. What the heck! I don’t think I will ever get there.

Will it be before I die?

I most certainly must be doing it all wrong. What does it really mean anyways to have your shit together?

You know how I am super big on definitions.

Maybe I’m just better off continuing to float. It certainly is less stressful, less demanding, less ridged and a lot more peaceful.

What does that say about me? That the rules don’t apply to me? That I am lazy? Or I am just more challenged than others?

The only opinion that should really matter is my own.